
i have 1 daughter and had 2 sons but now have 1 son i fell pregnant with billy when jerome was just two months old & new it was going 2 be hard 2 raise 3 kids as a solo mum but how ever i was determind 2 do so our billy was born on the 17th of febuary 2006 he came so fast not like the previous births id had things went well we went home and i carried on doing what id done with my other babys a bit more relaxed as i knew what i was doing this time not even giving cotdeath 1 thought as i had with my other 2 then all of a sudden on the 17th of june 2006 i woke up at about 3am 2 find billy lifeless home alone with my daughter i rung 111 they arrived 20mins later it was so hard i had 2 keep it togeather 4 my kids and expected 2 carry on like im fine.people think im doing great if only they knew i think 2 myself daily he was a beatiful little man but its just another hurdle life has given me